do guys cry? damn straight they do

yeah... had an absolutely terrible week. but im getting over it... with God and some good friends. worst week of my life i think. but amazingly i dont feel as depressed as i should. yeah i wish things were better. but at least i can see God in this clearly. im sorry i cant share abt it. but i appreciate ur prayers. crappy week. but God is good. and he wipes away my tears (psalms 116).
there's always a silver lining. just got to look out for it.

written on 9 Nov 2006 (ie much later after this post)
looking back on that period of my life (cant believe it was so long ago)... i cant lie and say that that was fun to go through, or that it was great. it was crap, but at the same time good.
i realise now, looking back that God in all things really does work for the good of those who believe in him. from that starting point of crisis, he's prodded me back to the right direction again. he's still reworking me... (still a Work In Progress, for u accounting ppl reading this)... but i can honestly say, that i thank God for the trial. because it was in that trial, that i learnt more of who He was, and he taught me more of who I was:
his child
bought for an eternal price
so valued that he sent his one and only son to die for me
created and called for his purposes,
endowed with a hope and a future
freed to live by his grace, and most importantly
loved by Him