Friday, November 12, 2004

its all over

kkk just finished my last exam today... no more management and organisations ever....
was such a long exam man... 6 short answers and 2 essays in 3 hours....
after 2 hours and 40 minutes, i couldnt take it anymore and i just walked out... to freedom hahaha....(i did finish the exam ok)
the contract exam was absolutely horrible... wrote the most confusing, illogical, self-contradictory piece of prose tangentially related to contract law... and hahaha i really hope i pass cos it was bad....
i spent way too long on the first question, and so had only 40 mins to do the second question, which was bad since it had like 3 equally long parts to it.
the only good thing is that everyone else i talked to found it hard and thus, mebbe i might pass after scaling ;-)anyways, its all over for the year... can u believe that a year has gone by so quickly?
me and my frens worked out that we only go to uni 26 weeks a year!!! how good is that? that is about 300 bus rides to and from uni, 50 missed buses and about 70 missed lectures/tutes/workshops :P
hahaha i got out fine... now i hafta decide what units to do next year...
am seriously torn between doing commerce or econs (i'm enrolled in commerce) but yeahh... might pick the "safer" choice and do like accounting and finance.... though i do like econs but oh well time to decide
also... was at the PCLC youth service today... awesome service as usual...
sermon was stating basically that "we all have a great destiny given to us by God (Jer 29:11), however, whether we fulfill it or not is dependent on whether we are willing to step outside the square... and be upfront about our faith". An interesting note the speaker noted was that he was unable to move towards his destiny of becoming a pastor until he dared to be upfront, and tell people he was willing to do it....
this leaves me with the following questions:
1. What is my destiny in Christ? hmmm am still working it out... and i'm not sure whether it is in law or not... though i certainly hope so (one does not commit to 5 year courses for nothing ;-))
2. WOuld i have the guts to fulfill my destiny, should i know what it was? would i take the plunge? hahaha i guess i'll only discover this when i get there... like most things in life...

on another note, i've decided to take a few weeks break from the worship team due to a perforated eardrum, only discovered today... hmm the doctor was abit surprised... so was i "i thought it was earwax!!!"
so anyway was talking to Jason and he said these things get better... which is good cos my parents were like "you should take care of your health" and like "what if u became a deaf lawyer" (how does one respond to these questions btw, i mean why state the obvious??) , and i was abit worried too... seeing as my medical knowledge is derived mainly from CSI, Law and Order, and 24, and 2 years of Human Bio in school :p... but then, looking on the bright side, i can still hear perfectly well in my right ear... and pretty well in my left... it did start throbbing a little at PCLC when the music was abit loud though... hmmm

yeah so i've taken a break from the sunday ritual of standing next to the loud drums and trying to play 6 strings coherently so i blend with the team, while wondering whether i'm plugged in or not, or off tune etc etc ;) i guess it wouldnt help my ear if i exposed it to loud music....
... nuts... i really enjoy worshiping on Sunday... no, honestly... its a buzz when ure playing (not that i dont enjoy just standing with the congregation) cos its like... we can lay all our cares at the door and just worship God for what He is to us. i look forward to it during the week when i'm tired and weary... cos on SUnday... i celebrate knowin my Maker who sets me free.... also... i enjoy the guitar... hahaha thats a secondary reason...

okies... done with my ranting... just letting off steam after my exams
Nic

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