one sleepless night

arghhh... back to uni today and i'm finding out how far i'm behind my work
conservatively, about 8 weeks i reckon... am so gone....
i was sitting in my maths lecture this morning thinking: "i dont have a clue what he's on about, and, im screwed"
ok, mebbe i said it out loud, which wasnt good as i was sitting near the front...
good thing a mate gave me a ride to uni and back today. apparently the bus only comes once an hour outside my place on public holidays... would've been a nasty surprise i guess:
*nic to himself at 7am:"where's the bus"
7:15: anytime now...dum de dum de dum (hums the waiting for the bus song)
7:30:hmmmm where's that #$%%^$ bus? there should have been 3 by now!!!
8am:hmmm... my lecture just started and i'm still here, not good
and so on...*
ok, anyways, that was wierd...

on the past 3 days...
have had a cold for the past 3 days, still have it...
must have gone through a whole box of Kleenex by now...
its so bad... was playing guitar on sunday at church, and i was like blowing my nose constantly during practice ehh... couldnt hear myself that well also... oh well
its been that kind of week (and its only monday!!!)

on adjusting back to uni:
the last few days i've been trying to readjust my body clock from sleeping at 2am-11am in the holidays to last night's
11am-6:20am.... bit hard ehh... thats why im sleepy now...*yawns*
anyways, i tried to go to bed early on Saturday nite, cos i had to get up early on Sunday...(why is practice at 8am???) instead, you know when u get those melodies going in your head (i'm sure we all get tunes in our head... i also hear voices too but thats a different story *grins manically*)? yeah, so anyway i was debating in my mind (Cost-Benefit analysis :)) guitar now vs sleep....
and MiJulie won!!! (personal joke here, u dont have to get it)
so here we have a song, written when i was barely awake...

YOU WERE THERE
i want you now
my heart it longs for you
i need you know
my soul it waits for your everlasting love
i cry for you
i cant deny, this longing deep within
i'm hearin it now
as i lie humbled by your holiness

nothing in this world, could take your place
nothing in this world, could replace your grace
however hard i tried, i could never measure up
until i found you, fillin the emptiness of my heart...
you were there

ok guys... sorry about the sappinesss... i've been really depressed and feelin away from God in the last few days, and the words just came to me....
am definitely gonna rewrite some of the lines, but this is the raw original, and u got it first ;)
btw, was really sleepy the next morning, and stumbled thru sunday
anyways... until the next time,
nic