Thursday, September 30, 2004

when truths are told

hmmm just had dinner with a mate whom i hadn't had a chance to chat with for a while
he's one of the few people whom i can really have a heart to heart with.
anyways, he had just finished some exams, and yeah we had some Jap food, and a long chat
i guess im always a little reticent about talking about personal stuff ehhh, but yeah its great to be able to talk frankly once in a while... let off some steam, gossip etc (thats rite, guys gossip too!!)
only thing was, i left dinner more troubled than when i came in(i was pretty worried about exams in one month, still am)...like my eyes were opened to issues in other people's lives, in my life, in church. i feel like i've opened up a whole can of worms in my personal life
i need to take time to process this stuff ehh... sift through the impressions and emotions etc
"just pray about it" is a phrase we get bandied around with often but i think i have to now to get to the truth...(some questions are too harsh to be asked)
will the truth set me free? (apologies for the use of the cliche)
i hope it does...
anyways... its always good to deal with issues immediately rather than hiding them under something else i reckon, and thus thanks to C for highlighting them, and being an honest mate
on that note, i shall end this blog



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

its good that you're starting to realize that your world is not "real" to a lot of other peoples'. reconceptualizing "reality" is a good thing (imho).

aww. little nickolai is growin up! ;)

and: "question everything".

see if you can get a copy of "the road less travelled" by M Scott Peck. It's fascinating and well worth reading.

WK